Am I a product of where I come from? | budapestangel's Blog

I wasn't born in an ideal family, normal and ideal environment. I was not privileged. I wasn't born and grew up in a nurturing environment where I could grow as a loving and confident lass.

NO... This wasn't my life. I am fortunately able get through, and have my basic needs - shelter, education.. a seemingly normal looking family to fit in the society. However, the truth is part of the reality which reveals in itself in everyday life... no matter how you hide it, how you pretend, the pain, the corruptness and abandonment is part of who I am....

I am now 35, and still trying to run away from this reality....

I am a failure.. not because I failed to fulfill a greater purpose.. but I am a failure because I try to be somebody with a normal and fruitful life -- which I will never have -- and I will never be.........

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